Q—Quadrivium (Crossroads)

Today I experienced a quadrivium!

Quadrivium* : an old word for a crossroads, literally a place where four roads meet. A place where three roads meet, incidentally, is a trivium. (A quadrivium was also a course offered at medieval universities, in which students learned the four “mathematical arts”: arithmetic, geometry, astronomy, and music.)

**Latin, literally ‘the place where four roads meet’ (in late Latin ‘the four branches of mathematics’), from quadri- ‘four’ + via ‘road’. 

I was at the house of a friend who leads a prayer group online. (She is a quad-plus-trivium herself, but that's another story!) I shared the link to her prayer group as we started, and a friend from Wisconsin happened to join. She told me privately, "I got your name in prayer and then the Word GRIT over and over...like new grit I saw.... Bless you!!!"

grit** /ɡrit/ (noun)

1 : small loose particles of stone or sand.

2 : courage and resolve; strength of character.

(verb) : move with or make a grating sound.

As I read her words, I also felt the Holy Spirit nudge me to spend time with the word grit and that it connected with the word grid as well. Because I'm a nerd, I also checked Merriam-Webster and found that I liked the additional elements of their definition: 

4*** : firmness of mind or spirit : unyielding courage in the face of hardship or danger

What a joy to have God drop me into the heart of a praying person! To have that person be one with several connections is extra special, and I initially didn't realize how many connections we had! I received that word gladly, even though it may carry an element of warning that I will need grit to get through a difficult time. But hey, difficult times have been par for the course, so that's nothing new!

Before I sat down to share with my friend that I was going to dig into that word a bit, I shared what the Holy Spirit nudged me about. She surprised me by saying, "I saw grid too, but grit came out in tongues." What?! How cool is that?

grid** /ɡrid/ (noun)

1 : a framework of spaced bars that are parallel to or cross each other; a grating.

2 : a network of lines that cross each other to form a series of squares or rectangles.

(verb) : put into or set out as a grid.

As soon as I looked up grid, I remembered sparks of revelation involving a blueprint like a sieve that lifted up out of sand. As it rose, most _____ (I asked Google what a word was for small particles of sand. It replied: Grit. LOL) ... so most grit fell through the open spaces, and what remained was the pattern of the blueprint on the grid, so to speak. It was more than a grid shape. It was a personalized pattern and path that was revealed with the sifting and shaking. I knew as it rose that the blueprint contained not just my own design but the connections and intersections of others.

The blueprint moments were several and it's still a word that perks me up when it comes by the Spirit. Now I want to sort through journals and find them. I think I even marked some as things began to shift 10 years ago. Now just the time to find them! This is a good spark for me to remember and start to schedule time for things like these (researching my own spiritual growth).

While these words grit and grid floated through my mind, I was surprised to see this on social media: 

@chaseJarvis and he seems to have a lot to say about GRIT!

Now back to quadrivium for the Q-word of the day.

As conversation continued, this friend turned out to have more connections than I originally knew! We are connected through a ministry organization started by my aunt and uncle, Association of Faith Churches and Ministries. With the live group I shared, we discovered a resonance regarding prayer. As we continued to chat, not only was there the Spirit moment with grid and grit, but to strengthen the prayer side, she learned to pray at my original church in Minneapolis, Living Word Christian Center, and specifically sat under the prayer leader at the time, who is now the husband of the online prayer group leader whose link I shared! So my friend learned to pray and to lead prayer there, and I was also there (I think earlier) and am only now reconnecting with all these people with original roots in the same place!

It is amazing to me how roads once traveled can intersect once again. And for that I am immensely grateful!

*"quadrivium." Mental Floss. https://www.mentalfloss.com/article/64012/40-quirky-q-words-add-your-vocabulary (20 April2025)

**Per Oxford Languages via Google. (20 April 2025)

***Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, s.v. “grit,” accessed April 20, 2025, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/grit.

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L—Largesse (Merriam-Webster Word of the Day on February 1, 2019)

I hired a team to help me handle an overwhelming situation, and had to leave when my brother died. They had already informed me that it worse than they thought and prepared me for almost everything to be gone, similar to their clients with house fires.

My first spark of hope came via text message while in a restaurant with my remaining immediate family (except for my daughter). We were in Minnesota taking care of my brother's belongings while my own were being piled into dumpsters back in Oklahoma. 

I sat at a table eating burgers my son made in the restaurant's kitchen (his job at the time) when I heard a ping and read the words, "The piano can be saved." Tears overtook my words, and I replied with a series of hearts.

When the hired team was done, I was left with this:

Fall 2023

That's where rebuilding my home life started.

I took to playing designer. What did I want? Colors? Floors? Style? Bit by bit I settled in and discovered what I liked. "Modern organic" was a term I adopted at one point. Being a Christian, I involved the Lord in the process, but He didn't seem to have an opinion on those elements. All He said was that it would be a house of kindness. And honestly, that's where almost everything came from—the kindness of people's hearts.

First came a sturdy bed, leather couch, and matching recliner from my mom and step-dad. I had never owned a recliner! And it came just after I had accepted another bed from a ministry connection. Laughable, but also helpful as I was able to sleep in one while the other was getting set up, and I now have a guest room. 

Then I found a rug at ReStore (for my living room) along with a seconhand dresser, small table, and chair. My bedroom because a peaceful haven where I could sleep and have coffee by my corner windows overlooking the back yard. 

My parents returned with a cool modern lamp and a family table that folds down. A friend gave me his retro lamp which just happened to complement the modern one. My church found donations of all kinds from bedding to food and even a small couch!

I prepared for a desk in the middle of the livingroom and bought a standing desk topper on ultra clearance. Odd? Yes. But I'm a writer, and I wanted to work where I had a stellar view. This new life wouldn't include housing anyone else, so I made it all about ME! LOL. (That's been a hard thing, actually, but I'm liking it now.) While waiting for the big desk, I had a thought to set up the topper and use a meditation cushion to sit and write. 

The "zen desk" became my favorite place. I liked it so much that I kept it as is! I now have two more desks, the first from a fellow ghostwriter and her husband which is my official office desk (the nicest I've ever had!), and the second, a salvage item from before that took a little elbow grease and is now in my former dining room, which is the most roomy workspace and gathering place when grandkids come over.

Spring 2025

Today, I am overwhelmed with gratitude. Everywhere I look, I have SO MUCH to be grateful for—first the piano that was saved (it was originally my grandparents' on my dad's side) and then for the great generosity that filled my home up once again.

When I saw the word largesse, it made me think of the abundant kindness and generosity that has come my way in the last year and a half. I happened to see it today when I went to merriam-webster.com on my phone. As I started to type, the URL came up from a word of the day in 2019!

largesse* (noun) lahr-ZHESS

1 : liberal giving (as of money) to or as if to an inferior; also : something so given

2 : generosity

The word largesse, which also can be spelled largess, has been part of the English language since at least the 13th century. It derives via Anglo-French from the Latin word largus, meaning "abundant" or "generous." Largus is also the source of our word large. As far back as the 14th century, we used the word largeness as a synonym of largesse (meaning "liberal giving"), but largeness was also at that same time being used more frequently as it is now: to refer to physical magnitude and bulk rather than to magnanimity.

In the spirit of discovering gratitude, I have been overwhelmed to look around me and see the largesse of family, friends, church, and God. This truly is a house of kindness.

The piano itself has a deeper story of kindness and generosity, so I'll save it for the letter P!

*"largesse." Merriam-Webster.com. (1 February 2019).

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G—Grace, Gifts, and Gratitude—No, GENTLE (warrior)!

I was waylaid when I got to this page. Suddenly the things to write seemed huge, and my energy seemed nonexistent. I've indulged naps again and have been concerned about my health and pushing it too far by manufacturing things to do.

I came across this little portion of God's words to me and decided to yield my efforts more fluidly to what He is doing in me:

Sink yourself into the slow present. Yield & flow like Iona, the gentle act of service & surrender, breathing into the day, the open listening, inner & outer reflection, the willingness to shift into the uncommon.

The Lord has referred to me as "gentle warrior" in recent years. This is where I should take a cue and focus on what He has placed in front of me!

August 9, 2022 in San Marcos La Laguna

gentle* (adjective) gen·​tle ˈjen-tᵊl

1 a : free from harshness, sternness, or violence
   b : tractable, docile
2 : soft, delicate
3 : moderate
4 a : belonging to a family of high social station
   b : honorable, distinguished
        specifically : of or relating to a gentleman
   c : kind, amiable
        —used especially in address as a complimentary epithet
   d : suited to a person of high social station
e (archaic) : chivalrous

noun
: a person of gentle (see gentle entry 1 sense 4a) birth or status

verb
gentled; gentling ˈjent-liŋ ˈjen-tᵊl-iŋ
transitive verb
1 a : to make (an animal) tame and docile
   b : to make gentler
   c : mollify, placate
   d : to stroke soothingly : pet
2 : to raise from the commonalty** : ennoble
intransitive verb : to become gentle

warrior*** (noun) ˈwȯr-yər, ˈwȯr-ē-ər
: a person engaged or experienced in warfare
broadly : a person engaged in some struggle or conflict

*"gentle." Merriam-Webster.com. (9 April 2025).
** people without special rank or position; common people.
*** "warrior." Merriam-Webster.com. (9 April 2025).

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F—The Many F Words

Today I'll start with the phrase fill in the blanks.

But I also want to explore words like:

freedom
fallacy
fiction
find (a cause--or something to say)
filibuster
fervent
fallow
fruit of the Spirit/spirit
forgiveness : letting go of hurt
fear : overcoming with courage
festivals:  celebrating God's goodness
flood : God's promise in the rain
faith : trusting God's promises

Now that I've thought out loud (also with additional help from "Hey, Google!" and its result of Bible words for kids, the ones with short definitions), I see connections to forgiveness and faith. They both affect filling in the blanks of life. 

First of all, faith. It is the "substance of things hoped for" (Hebrews 11:1), which sounds like a blank to be filled in to me! 

But forgiveness is potentially a roadblock to freedom and a door for evil if one does not forgive those who have hurt them (Mark 11:25; 2 Corinthians 2:10–11). To me, that sounds like a needed edit that wasn't done, and until it is, offense clutters the space that should be free to receive correction or a new, better word or structure.

In writing, editing isn't bad. It's refreshing if you have a good editor! It also brings focus and clarity. (Focus would have been a good f-word!) If forgiveness is an edit for the soul, it would be good and necessary to delete the obstructions and make room for God's ways. Then faith can finally fill the blank.

for·​give* (verb) fər-ˈgiv

transitive verb

1 : to cease to feel resentment against (an offender) : pardon

2 a : to give up resentment of or claim to requital for

   b : to grant relief from payment of

intransitive verb

: to grant forgiveness

  

*"forgive." Merriam-Webster.com. (6 April 2025).

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E—Edit (Post 2 of 2)

What I really want to talk about is editing. I am Irish. LOL. That is the first thing that popped into my head after "I am ..." and so I typed it. Now I must edit. 

I am Irish.
I am __________.

In that sense, I must delete something to correct it. That's one of the ways I feel edit in my bones today. I must delete some things in my life in order to align it correctly. The process started in Ireland (and even previously in Scotland) with my past. I erased ties to previous elements in my life that no longer suited me.

I remember the first one ... I was about to text my former fiance when I felt God's hand as if on my shoulder as if to restrain me. I obeyed. I probably wrote about the details of it then, but I knew I was not to reach out to him again. Our friendship had stayed strong despite our romance ending by choice, so it was not unusual for either one of us to text. But that day, it cut to my heart because I felt like I should delete his contact info from my phone and all past interactions. That ... was ... hard. But I did it.

The more recent trip to Ireland touched directly on my past in ways no one could manufacture. It was a step-by-step process of renouncing former vows (two, husband and fiance) and announcing my betrothal to the Lord and "His land" (meaning His plan for me, kind of like the Promised Land). It also carried the essense of Fort Dunadd from the Scotland trip where I put my foot in the stone that early kings used when coronated to declare their betrothal to the land.

Now that I am back home with a clean slate, I have been spinning my wheels a bit. A friend recently texted me about what she perceived about a "neutral gear" that's not measurable for the gifts and anointing God has given me. Then today, she shared more that made it all click in the context of a car and being in gear. 

So what this all means to me is that in order to align with God's plan, there's some editing to be done! I get that, of course, being a writer. There can be good things in a book or article that are not aligned with "something" ... style guide, grammar, even purpose. Sometimes culling away less strong points helps the focus of the article shine. That's kind of what I feel like right now.

For decades, I've been somewhat at the "beck and call" of others. There were plenty of demands on me! Critical ones. After the discovery of my former husband's pedophilia and extreme manipulation, it was both a relief and a challenge. No wonder I had not thrived! I had an opportunity for a clean slate then.

I complicated that by a new relationship a year later, one that we could never seem to make right no matter how much we tried. In the meantime, the kids were going through their own crises. We were all quite broken. 

After that ended, I was still open to relationships, which brought a whole new level and breadth of hurt. *sigh*

All that went by the wayside somewhere in 2016, and the last nine years have been ones of getting back on track. And now for the first time in my life, I have no obligation to anyone under my roof nor to an external schedule-based job. It is all right here—God and me.

So ... this is my "right now" challenge. Edit. Simple? I suppose it could be. It also feels quite complex. What all must I know to align to? In the writing world, it's massive. I suppose in my world, it should be simple. So I'm about to set myself to know what that is, cut away what doesn't belong, and focus on the main purpose. :-)

edit* (verb) ed·​it ˈe-dət 

transitive verb

1 a : to prepare (something, such as literary material) for publication or public presentation

   b : to assemble (something, such as a moving picture or tape recording) by cutting and rearranging

   c : to alter, adapt, or refine especially to bring about conformity to a standard or to suit a particular purpose

2 : to direct the publication of

3 : delete —usually used with out

4 : to modify a gene or gene product of by inserting, deleting, or replacing DNA sequences

*"edit." Merriam-Webster.com. (4 April 2025).

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E—Execute (Post 1 of 2)

Despite already having this waiting for Day 5 "E" ... I really want to write about edit instead of execute. But execute is a spinoff of yesterday's post. I think I'll do two. But instead of writing much about the executing of legal documents, I'll just leave what I had here.

What is an executor? One who executes the instructions of legal documents. There is a specific role in the estates of deceased persons (and other roles in other types of documentation are similar), but I'm thinking of it in general: one who executes or carries out the documented wishes of the one who created the paperwork.

execute* (verb) ˈek-si-ˌkyüt 

transitive verb

1 : to carry (something) out fully : to put (something) completely into effect

2 : to do what is provided or required by (something)

3 : to put (someone) to death especially in compliance with a legal sentence

4 : to make or produce (something, such as a work of art) especially by carrying out a design

5 : to perform what is required to give validity to (something)

6 : perform

7 (computing) : to cause a system to perform the tasks indicated by (encoded instructions)

intransitive verb

1 : to perform properly or skillfully the fundamentals of a sport or of a particular play

2 (of computer code) : to cause a system to perform indicated tasks

*"execute." Merriam-Webster.com. (31 March 2025).

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D—Documents : a Friend's Throne Room Vision

Sadly, the original live video is already gone (new Facebook rule), but February 22 marked an important day for me when I attended a friend's prayer meeting. 

The Lord has been showing her things by way of vision, just little snapshots in time. In this particular scene, she was in a room littered with paper. She knew it was the Throne Room, and when she picked up one of the papers, she recognized it as a prayer request that had seemingly gone unanswered.

Across it was the bold stamp: GRANTED

She imagined herself spending time in that room making requests and then going out and leaving the paperwork behind or letting it flutter to the ground and an angel having to gather and return the documents.

God began to teach her (and us) about Jesus' role to execute the provisions in that document.

From my Immi Adventure in England (2011? Possibly)

Because of having to take care of all sorts of things after my dad passed on, I have a working reference to what I can do if I have legal paperwork to execute his wishes documented in his trust. PROFOUND! If he had it documented as the "grantor" of his trust, I as the "trustee" administer the trust assets according to the his instructions. I simply produce the document, and whatever is within can be done.

That is a new working thought for prayer! I think I had a less concrete view to prayer. Just go in and ask, and sometimes keep on asking. But it would be silly to go in for more paperwork when a trust has already been settled; and impossible if the grantor has passed on (in the case of a revokable living trust which become irrevokable upon death). 

Just that week, I had a similar intersection of word study that started elseswhere but ended in the same place. I noticed two verses about Jesus:

Hebrews 13:20—"ratified an eternal covenant with his blood" (NLT)
Hebrews 12:24—"mediates the new covenant between God and people" (NLT)

I remember sitting in my chair and exclaiming out loud to Him, "You are so LEGAL!" 

document (noun) doc·​u·​ment ˈdä-kyə-mənt 

1 law a archaic : proof, evidence

   b : an original or official paper relied on as the basis, proof, or support of something

   c : something (such as a photograph or a recording) that serves as evidence or proof

2 a : a writing conveying information

   b : a material substance (such as a coin or stone) having on it a representation of thoughts by means of some conventional mark or symbol

   c : documentary

3 : a computer file containing information input by a computer user and usually created with an application (such as a spreadsheet or word processor)

document (verb) doc·​u·​ment ˈdä-kyə-ˌment 

transitive verb

1 : to furnish documentary evidence of

2 : to furnish with documents

3 a : to provide with factual or substantial support for statements made or a hypothesis proposed

especially : to equip with exact references to authoritative supporting information (as by means of footnotes)

   b (1) : to construct or produce (something, such as a movie or novel) with authentic situations or events

      (2) : to portray realistically

4 nautical : to furnish (a ship) with ship's papers

*“document,” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/document. Accessed 4/3/2025.

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C—Consecrate

I thought I would be diving into this subject from an earlier place where it was so alive to me that I about came undone with any reference to consecration and sanctification. I haven't kept my notes organized, so I have yet to retrace my steps that far back (which isn't far--within the year).

Oodles and oodles of notes on so many subjects have come alive in the past, and once upon a time, I had tubs of notebooks and folders of notes on those subjects. Most of those are gone now. I probably only of a surety have things from the past year. My heart aches over that. 

But I encourage myself with the thought that if it came through my heart once, it can come again. And it will if God needs me to know it or grow it.

Tonight (veering away from that sad stance of disappearing writings), I took a quick peek into the word consecrate and found something unexpected. Hopefully I can translate this little glimpse into a blog post. And if not, it will at least be enough for me to retrace the steps later. 

So the quickie is this, from Ezekiel 43:26 (KJV). "Seven days shall they purge the altar and purify it; and they shall consecrate themselves."

That last portion is from the word מָלֵא mâlêʼ, maw-lay'; or מָלָא mâlâʼ; (Strong's Definition) a primitive root; to fill or (intransitively) be full of, in a wide application (literally and figuratively):—accomplish, confirm, consecrate, be at an end, be expired, be fenced, fill, fulfil, (be, become, × draw, give in, go) full(-ly, -ly set, tale), (over-) flow, fulness, furnish, gather (selves, together), presume, replenish, satisfy, set, space, take a (hand-) full, have wholly.

This reminded me of John 10:10 (AMPC). "The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it overflows)."

I knew one meaning of consecrate is "to set apart" (especially for holy use), but I didn't realize that it also indicated fullness and abundance! Talk about a point for gratitude! WOW.

I also came looking for photos of a deliberate conseceration but they seem to be missing from my phone and Google Photos! *sigh* But I do have a photo of "U" in front of the church where Dena and I changed after being baptized in the Celtic Sea on March 19, 2025. 

I wish I had time to tell the whole story now. The encounter more fully aligns with my anticipated meaning defined by Merriam Webster.

consecrate* (adjective) ˈkän(t)-sə-ˌkrāt : dedicated to a sacred purpose

(verb) transitive verb

1 : to induct (a person) into a permanent office with a religious rite

especially : to ordain to the office of bishop

2 a : to make or declare sacred

especially : to devote irrevocably to the worship of God by a solemn ceremony

   b : to effect the liturgical transubstantiation of (eucharistic bread and wine)

   c : to devote to a purpose with or as if with deep solemnity or dedication

3 : to make inviolable or venerable

I had to look up a few more words on this (just a quick dictionary box on Google from Oxford Languages):

in·vi·o·la·ble /inˈvīələb(ə)l/ : never to be broken, infringed, or dishonored.
"an inviolable rule of chastity"

ven·er·a·ble /ˈvenər(ə)b(ə)l,ˈvenrəb(ə)l/ : accorded a great deal of respect, especially because of age, wisdom, or character.
"a venerable statesman"

I like them both. :-)

There is no way I can do this topic justice in just one moment! I may need to write a small book of the short seven days that led to such holiness for me. I did at least chart the course when we were halfway through as there was already so much that I was losing track. More notebooks for me to try and capture digitally!

*"consecrate." Merriam-Webster.com. (3 April 2025).

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